RACHEL

Saturday, April 29, 2006

again now at amk.. i haben go home.. tmr den go home.. hahas. lame mie. lols. ytd nite sleep at 4 plus. hais.. so sianss.. denn habb dreams about him.. dia0s... !! nice dream. but sad to wake up to find it was all fake.. hais. dunno la. so sick of everything now.. kaos.. dunno anything.. nothing to write ler.. tatas =)

8:46 PM

Thursday, April 27, 2006

i ran away from home =x lols. i stay at joanne's hus for like 3days 2nights.. lols! but my mom don evenn gif a FUCK. so why shld i care ar. hack la. she don even bother abt mie. urghhhh.. now i am at amkk..hais.. don even care abt a fuck thing~ ytd night joanne veri badd. she left mie alone.. ALONE!! see so evill.. she zhong nan qin nu.. bad girl.. hahas. oh yah den at her god dad hus. her mama say she is big babie.. oh gosh.. i agree!! *nods* she is a over grown babie. hahas.. she realliew like small kidoo.. neber grow up one. lols! i hate my hus my life. so sick of everything!!! -dead-

7:44 PM

Saturday, April 22, 2006

wah.. it been a week since i last blog? haha. jus hang up the phone with nan. nowadays damm busii.. hahas. ytd went to eat. den got one girl dam attitude. oh wateva. hahas. =x hmms. then mani things happen la. but all happie things. hahas. den i am werking! =) the aunties there veri nice. say i am cute =x lols! nan told mie something? that his fren saw my blog and say i look like small kidd? dia0s! i don!! urghhh! hahas. yeahh i am updating some pics now =))

in da bus. dark~

6:47 PM

Monday, April 17, 2006

heyx x) i am chatting with nan now. what the hell sia. he is so lame. keep on muting himself. hahas. denn he is funnie! crappy ya ya.. he say my blog sounds like i am so desperate for him. wtf! he keep on saying. the fact i am nort. i am just missingg hiim. understand?? that is all.. okay~ it nort true okay~ hahas. alrights. nothing much to say already =)

5:32 PM

Sunday, April 16, 2006

today went out to bugis. with joanne andd seann.. sometimes i thinkk i am so bright huh. but aiyah! dunnno lar.. whatever. den we meet up go to bugis village i bought a nose stuck, yups yups~ denn go to parco bugis. den shop shop see things. no money mar. hahas.denn after we go long john's eat. urghhh! got stupidd human snatch seats withh us.. got seat le. still wann so mani seats.. fuck one. so dulannx. denn we wait for people to go off.. ya. den we seat down eat ler. then the bunch of people who snatch our seats walk past us. den i look onli what denn whenn i wanna put my head down one of the boi stare at mie what the fuck snatch our seats still cann stare at mie.. den i jus stare backk la.. like i so scare ar.. kaos! so hate the kinda people!! urghhh!! den we eat finish ler.. got auntie waiting for our seats denn i ask joanne eat slowly hahas. den the aunty nort happie stare at joanne lols! auntie whats~ hahas. denn after tt we go shop shop nothing to do mar. den we go in bk slack. drink water. hmmm. denn veri funnie~ hahas. first we suan sean cosh joanne saw her schoolmates. denn she ask mie handsome anort? denn i say no. denn i ask her denn euu think handsome mar? denn she said no. but beta den sean! dia0s! den she ask mie right anort? den i immediatally, said of cosh! hahas. funnie sia.. den i talk craps larhs.. bla bla bla~ hmmms. denn after tt was joanne cosh the water we three person share thenn got three straws mar. den she ask which one is mine denn sean neber even thinkk and just say zhui ai de(the shortest one)~ hahas.. denn i laugh laugh laugh~ denn funnie denn i keep on suan them~wahahs! so funnie!! keep on laughhing. denn we 8plus go take bus go home. buy food for my dad and stuffs.. just now chatt withh my god-bro~ ya.. like this lorr.. i told him all his bad points. hope he'll change yeahh =) jie jie will support euu =)) hahas =x

12:42 AM

Thursday, April 13, 2006

today was a boring day.. at home watch tv online.. bla bla~ hmmm.. denn joanne come my hus. at first was so angry coshh waitedd forr her so longg. denn neberr say lorr.. buddenn neberr mindd le la.. hahas. denn she andd seann come my hus eat the food that my mom cooked.. yum yumm.. nice =) hahas. denn we jokee ardd.. hahas.. so funnie =)) denn afterr tt go downnstairs seann needa go home 1st denn he went home lorr.. yuppps.. denn mie and joanne at my hus downstairs slackk.. talkk abtt anythingg =)) hahas.. denn tokk aboutt hiim oso.. wo zhen de haoo xiangg ta =( wei she meng ta yao bi kai wo? hais. cann donn donn contact mie =( haiss. hope tt we cann still be frenss de lor.. hais.
now i talking to nan.. he is so lame.. yeahh.. talk so muchh.. saying he left 50cents.. den disturb mie whenn i am postingg my blogg.. siao la he.. hahas.. denn keep on sayingg he is so hot.. what the hell! *faints* hahas.. funnie guy sia.. damm lame oso.. hahas..

11:55 PM

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

since 27/o1/o6 our story ended. since then till now i am still wondering is promises meant to be broken?euu told mie euu will neber break your promise but euu did. euu said euu will foreva be with mie whenn i need euu but euu neber did it evenn once. euu didnt keep ur promise. cann i ever findd out why? euu noe sometimes,i wanna force my mindd to stop thinking about euu for just one min or so. but i cant do it. where ever i go i think about euu whatever i do i think about euu. i miss euu. whenn will euu know that euu hurt mie. hais. i realliew don blame euu at all. budden, i realliew cant take the hurt anymore. i feel like giving up. euu gave up on our love but why cant i do it also. i realliew dunno. euu said sorry? sorry? cann it ever heal my pain in my heart. it bleeds. i dunno what am i suppose to do. i tried my best my veri veri best to forget about euu. i cant. even thou i deleted euu in my friendster. i still view ur friendster, to see how are euu doing. because i care, i dunno why but i do care hais~do euu noe how much hurt euu left in my heart. till now it still bleeds. i love euu. still as muchh as i love last time. i miss euu so muchh. wo heng xiang pei ni yi bei zhi zhuo dao lao. but euu gave up. haiss. ni yi jing bu ai wo ler.

4:30 PM

Monday, April 10, 2006

now at amk againn! -.-"
damm shagged dunno what to do
just now reach amk around 3plus
go up arcade find joanne and her gang
den play the fighting game
lost to sean
ya he trainn marhs
haiyos. no funn
didnt play with joanne
play 2bucks denn i donwann play le
denn go mos slack there
eat corn soup and drink water
sean went home
so left me joanne alica and jun liang
denn i saw some of my ex school frens
say hi hi =)
denn i sing song
open my own concert
they keep on laughingg
oh yah! the corn soup i againn drop
but now is on joanne's bagg.
hahas! funn hurrs~
denn alica and junliang go home
so now left mie and joanne onli
nothing to do also =x

6:58 PM

wooo~ on da sat. me isaac ricky joanne and cheryl went out. to celebrate mie andd ricky's bday~ wooo.. we went to orchard there the kbox. denn got the campus superstar people.. ooo.. budden cant see them coshh so manii people.. crazy~ woo.. denn we go inside there sing sing sing. but joanne andd isaac neber sing. liew. they waste money. hahas. denn they serve the cake to us.. hmmm.. the cake lik funniee got sprem. hahas. =x no la. but look like onlii. hahas. denn they actuallie wanna sabo mie andd rickyy but too badd. isaac andd joanne got sabo.. =( ooo.. so sadd.. blame cheryl coshh she holdd the door. donn lett euu guys out.. hahas.. denn laterr after singging.. pay the money i got shockk.. whenn i hear the price.. hahas.. =x thenn we go toliet. they wanna goo.. thenn cheryll wanna make her hair so longg.. kns.. hahas. denn afterr tt we go eat long john.. hmmm.. nice =) hahas. denn we go to shopp shopp.. thenn i tot of goingg to old changi hospitall. buddenn odd numba. somemore i dunno how to go there. coshh neberr wentt there beforee..=) denn ricky wentt homee. coshh he cant tonn.. denn we go nearby east coast there got one play groundd.. denn we seat theree chit chatt. denn we evenn changge our clothes there!! hahas.. but of cos neber too openn lar =x. denn we all cannt tahann we take cab to my huss slpp.. ywanss. hahas.. joanne neberr join uss becausee she cannt. denn cann slpp at my huss so sungg.. we slpp alortt.. slp for 12hrss cann euu believe it? hahas. =x denn cheryyl keep on kicking my legg her legg to longg la.. haiyos! denn veii coldd la. hahas. denn we wake upp.. all so hungry.. we eat.. denn at night jensenn camee. we eat his food a little bit.. denn the jensen ar. aiyohs! keep on makingg mie.. i restingg so tiredd he keep onn disturbingg miee.. denn he wanna go off he keep onn makingg my legg~ evil!! denn he went off ard 940? denn 1000 isaac and cheryl went off.. i soohh tiredd.. i slpp straight awayy .. denn wake up at 600.. hahas.. =))

the pigg i got for my birthday =) so cutee

the mess we did after eating cake =x

ricky and mie birthday cake =)

i wanna thanks my frens for all these =) thankss alortt.. i love euu guys!! =))
to hiim.. wo zhenn hao xiang nii. nii zhi dao ma? =(

12:13 PM

Thursday, April 06, 2006

yesterday went out withh joanne to amkk. i was kinda attitude oso. cos i didnt sleep.. hahas.. denn we go arcade to play the same game.. i keep on loosingg to her. buddenn neberr mindd.. game onlii marhss.denn play a throw the bball de. denn i strech myself now my leg muscle damm pain.. too longg neberr excersie =(( denn afterr tt we go to kbox der signn up the membershipp lar.. denn go to 711 buyy waterr afterr tt buyy waffle. denn go take bus to findd my 4th auntie =) hahas. denn reachh my 4th aunt werking place der. eat chickenn rice.. denn joanne use the apportunity to sayy miee coshh got my aunt there mar.. aiyohs! hahas. denn horr, my aunt ask her she eat ler ma? denn she sayy yea eat ler. denn my aunt askk her what she eat.. she forget must tinkk awhile.. den after tt my aunt ask out the campus superstar she cann remember. no need thinkk.. denn my aunt she wa.. ask euu abt what euu eat just now euu cannot remember. denn ask euu abt campus superstar. euu first class. can answer. hahas. denn we all laughh~ lols! ke lian de joanne =)) lols! denn my aunt give mie 50bucks! wahhs. for my bday~ den my aunt's husbandd givee miee another 30bucks!! for bday cake. =)) hahas! so nice.. whee.. =)) denn got one uncle there like play play call my auntt ah yii. sohh he oso cann get moneyy play play de la. den my aunt say euu must be as cute as my niece =x hahas.. see i am sohh cutee.. lols! jokingg ! =x denn after seat awhile. rainingg! shit!! denn mie and joanne take cab to my hus here. denn we wait for cab so long.. some cab just won stop.. wtf! so dulann. denn got lightening marr.. i scare i donwann die. hahas. =x hmm.. denn we reachh my hus here, seat down chat awhile. den i accompanyy joanne to the bus stop, denn she take bus home.. while chatting, i remember something, i remember tt time whenn he come my hus here play bball. jus opposite my hus, denn afterr tt go behind my hus, den go near hgg point. haiss. denn remember he took 147 home. hais. miss those time whenn i get to contact withh hiim. hais. what to do?

12:56 PM

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

this few dayss verii boringg.. campus superstar no more x( so sadd hurr.. zhiyangg ishh the winner.. yea.. gudd.. luckily nort renfredd~ phew~ lols! this few dayss. keep on thinkkingg abtt hiim.. whenn cann i nort thinkk abtt hiim anymoree? haiis. when? when? i will crazyy whenn thinkk aboutt hiim. shit!! die ler ar.. if i am nort goingg to forget aboutt hiim. how am ii suppose to carry oon withh my lifee? how ar?? tell mie?? some one?? cann???

RACHEL IS CLINGING TO THE GHOST OF HER PAST

1:39 AM

Sunday, April 02, 2006

oh ho! today cheryl comee my huss meet miee.. denn afterr tt we wennt too hgg mall meet jensenn. hahas. denn jensenn got trickked by cheryll x) lols! funn hurr.. denn afterr tt we go my hus near byy pasa malam~ lols! denn got funn fairr oso.. denn we see the peoplee playingg.. hmmss.. denn joanne comee my huss.. now she is beside mie~ hahas.. =x lols.. hmmms.. denn cheryll andd jensenn go homee ler... oooo~ cheryll actualliee wanna trickedd joanne.. but...... too bad FAILED! hahas... =)))

1:06 AM

Saturday, April 01, 2006

oh ho! heys peeps it is april fool day! hahas x) hope euu all donnt gett trickkedd =)hohos!
hmms. just now wennt to orchardd withh cheryll andd isaac.. bought ricky's present.. yuppss.. hmmms.. denn we walkk to somewhere denn seatt d0wnn.. denn near by where we seatt wass a bossinii shopp.. insidee there gott one personn workk.. denn i tinkk CHERYL like that type of guy lar.. coshh thickk eye brownn mar.. hahs. rights? denn we askk her isit wannt his numberr denn she act act sayy no.. bluff lar.. hahas.. denn in thee endd she say actuallie tt guy nort badd lookingg denn miee and isaac.. go askk hiim.. hahas.. denn isaac madee the first movee.. but soo sadd.. got rejectedd.. but he giff his frenster hotmaill. denn cheryll so pai seii.. lols!! denn we take trainn goo homee.. so tiringg mann.. denn i in da trainn makee funnie faces andd funnie noisee.. lols!! dia0s!! i am crazyy or somethingg likee that.. hahas..

12:46 AM