so today at home lar
stupid rain hahas.
anyways, jus now was real bored lar
nothing to do jus online the whole fucking day.
i hate it when i am at home.
when i will think abt the past.
which i donwan to.
sometimes, i really wan him back to my life.
but when i think of what he said to mie.
i give up i think no use alrdy.
all we can is jus to be frens.
his feeling can jus fade off so easily
how i wish i can to. i really wanna turn back time too..
but i cant alrdy. i am tired lar. hais.
wot to do.i hab lots of things to ask him
to tell him but i donwan to say it anymore..
what's the use now. jus cry only lar.
it wasnt his fault it mine (:





now i am at home. borings!!!

oh hi hi (:



friday, went out with joanne.
so went to douby ghaunt
we played hoftd4. (:
so we improved. lols!
den went home ard 2plus.
there was this three black people.
one of them came and talk to us.
eee. lols!



sat, went out to suntec
joanne and her two other fren
played hoftd4 oso.
den finish alrdy.
her fren siao one. dunno suddenly angry. lols!
weirdos haha!
den we slack till 1plus go home. (:






anyways, have crazy dreams.
lots of dreams abt him (:
dunno why oso. ha!
mus be miss him too much lar.



then, today gt a surpise call
from kelvin's mom
saying tt he's in bla bla bla.
den ask mie to write letter to him ha.
dots lor. wondering wot to write. (:

Friday, October 27, 2006

so yeah hi!!
so he msg he apologise.
so i oso say tt i am sorry too. (:
i feel happy. but. i dunno.
i wonder when can i see him.



so now, i am talkin to some1.
ltr i am gg to library to borrow..
borrow the 101 ways to flirt and
how to heal a broken heart in 30days.
HAHAHA! i jus wanna read it up yeah.
den after tt gg to douby ghaunt (:
maybe watchin midnight movie (:
i am sure gg to play hus of the dead 4.



so i am HAPPY TODAY!
i dunno why but i am (:
bye bye!!

Thursday, October 26, 2006

"Say Goodbye"
Chris Brown

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

[HOOK]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand

[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

But now your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

[HOOK]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?

[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

[CHORUS]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye



so yeah! i am bored.
bored like hell.
bored like fu*ck! hahas!
anyways, next mon-fri will be busy ler
at last, den i won think abt.....
wtf lar. waste my time thinkin onli. HAHAHA!
i am lame yeah i noe =P
anyways, the lyrics up der is my blog song.
i think this song i super nice lar.
i listen to it dunno how mani times alrdy. hahas!
ooooooo... today is like so boring cans. i dunno wot to do now oso lar.
what can i do.. hmm.. *thinking* waiting for my mama to come home. hahas.
so for the past two days, i been talkin to jeff..
he's a crappy guy..
euu know he stays at bed0k level 8.
i stay at hougang level 9.
he says come down and find mie lar. dia0s!
he doesnt gets it rights. hahas.
he is super lame lar. lalas!
but if he realliew stays downstairs oso gud..
know why? becos his maid can buy food for mie. lols! jk!
or perhaps better he buy food for mie. hahas!




okay i am super crazy now.
don euu think soo?? yeah!!
anyways, tt person still donwan return my things.
my things are so impt cans. and i donwan see ya things.
becos of ya things my mom question mie.
tot i smoke. liew pls lar..
smokin is foreva a no no thing for mie okays!
come and collect it soon.. as euu said ASAP!???!!
so soon sia. from dunno how mani weeks ago till now.

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

heys! so yeah
ytd, i did went out (:
haha! too bored alrdy at home.



i went to suntec with joanne
we meet her fren. dunno what's his name lar.
so after tt we played hoftd4 again (:
i compeleted alrdy. rank 4 still no improve =p
den joanne rank gone. sadden.
so after tt we played some drum thingy.
yeah. den after the drum thingy,i dunno how to play
so anyhow onli lar. hahas
oh no no we played the three colour buttons 1st.
den i push joanne she accidentally sctach mie ..
so it was painful lar. she fierce lei. lols!
so after tt we played the drum one lar.
as her fren was playing. we went back to play hoftd4.=p
after tt we went to mac buy food for her bro.
went to take bus to boon keng then to home. hahas!



cz called mie...
tt evil person =p
den tok awhile jiu hang up ler..
i called jeff. talk awhile den hang up oso.
cos tt biatch wanna use the phone BOOS!=p
my mom says she's crazy no bf alrdy become siao! HAHAHAS!
after tt.. some1 called mie. i kinda forget his name. hahas!
my own fren oso can forget lei. lols!
after tt 2plus we hung up. i slept (:
i make lotsa dreams... yupps!
so i dream abt him. so what?? rights. hahas!





ANYWAYS, IF EUU EVER PASS BY MY BLOG.
PLEASE MAKE TIME TO RETURN MY THING ASAP.
I DON UNDERSTAND WHY EUU WANNA STICK TO MY THINGS. BOOS!
AS WOT FUCK EUU TOLD MIE TT TIME.
I CANT BE BOTHERED.
THANKS FOR ACTING LIKE EUU LOVED MIE SO MUCH BE4.
AND ACTING SO SAD TO MY FREN.
WHEN IN UR HART EUU WANTED SO MUCH THIS WOULD HAPPENED.
ACTIONS PROVES EVERYTHING OKAYS!

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

aiyah! now i am at home.
BOOS! it's borings
but when rachel's broke
she has to be at home. hahas. =p
nothin to do also lei. wah lau.
sibei sian ar. hahas.
anyways, last night cant sleep lei.
den vomit for 3times, nva eat anything oso can vomit.
onli cz noe wot happen lar. hahas. =p
becos he called him at 6am in da morning
i call him back becos he is outside (:
me: euu at whr?
cz: in the train lor..
me: go temp huh?
cz: hehe..
cz: euu say le. i at ternah merah lei.
me: go temp lar. jus say onli.
cz: jus now euu msg mie huh. sorry huh nva see cos my phone nort with mie.
me: i noe lar with her right?
cz: with my fren.
me: her lar.
me: so wot euu all do huh? whole night together lei.
cz: nothing lar. chit chat onli.
me: at whr?
cz: void deck.
me: void deck? onli chit chat? so dan chu.
cz: we are veri dan chu one
me: like shit euu dan chu... nva kiss kiss?
cz: kiss nva lar..
me: den got hug hug lar?
cz: no. we nort even stead how to hug?
me: how i noe huh. i tot euu both stead ler mar. why haven?aiyah she donwan euu lar.
cz: yeah yeah she donwan mie..
so we chat on lar. bla bla.
don worry lar. cz she'll wan euu de (:
hmmm. den after tt his batt low so i try to sleep till 7plus den i fall asleep.




den 2plus an irritating person call mie. omg!!
this was the coversation..
keira: ehh.. euu gt any movies in mind.
rachel thinking: wtf.. with euu sure no movies lar.
me: no don hab.. why?
keira: i wanna ask euu go watch movie mar. so ask ask lor. don hab huh?
rachel thinking: omg! i rather watch it with an uncle.
me: hmmm.. don hab..
keira: orh. why euu sound so sian?
rachel thinking: talkin to euu of cos sian lar.
me: no lar. i jus woke up.
keira: pig! hehe..
rachel thinking: gosh! other pple say mie pig i still will laugh..
me: -silent-
me: hold on huh.
-type msg-
-cancel call-
oops! i was so bad lar. but jus don wanna tok to him =p
den he call back. i put my phone silent alrdy lar..
den he msg mie saying ... euu donwan talk jus say..
den i reply ya i donwan to tok to euu. pls don call mie anymore (:
hahas. wheee.. after tt i felt relived *_*



den he woke mie up. so irritating lar.
actually 4plus in da morning he called mie.
but i say i wanna sleep ler. hahas. i bluff onli.
i noe bad lar. but i don like to tok to him mar. cant blames =p
den now havin sms with johnson.. stupid guy disturb mie.
say i make salad at home. hahas.
anyways, nan jus called mie. (:
he is a stupid guy. who keep saying my blogg lar. irritating. urghh!

Sunday, October 22, 2006

oh yah
so i did went out with xt.
her leg was swollen abit onli lar
so we went to yishun played the house of the dead4
yeah. we didnt compeleted it lar.
hmm. so walk to kfc and eat yeah.
den find pple come out all donwan. so boring =p
lazy isaac says he is lazy.
as for xt's fren jianliang asks us to go down bedok.
den joanne no answer.
so after tt i called ____
he didnt answered.
den he msged saying yes?
i replied whr are euu?
he said at his aunt's hus why?
den i asked whr isit?
he said wdls. i will return ya things asap.
i replied. what is wrong with euu. i didnt even ask to meet euu.
he replied nth. jus saying why
i cant be bothered to replied.
so yeah wotever. since euu and ya big attitude is like tt
i cant do anything..
i felt so fucked up after..
xt said jus reply saying or okay ler nth ler.
be cool but i jus couldnt bothered.
sometimes, i wonder what it is in his mind.
joanne said it was my wrong. but..
i had alrdy done my best.. really
i tried so veri hard. but ...... nvm..
don wish to cry anymore.. as tears are dropping down..
i don wan to be emo .. seriously.
people may say why is rachel being so emo..
becos euu pple DON FU*CKING UNDERSTAND!
oh yah after tt we walk back to yishun central.
went to interchange took bus home..
i am at home now. and i feel so sick and tired of everything..
i feel like givin up.. wo lei ler.. zhen de.. hais..

hey peeps (:
yeah i am back to post. hahas




alrights (: so friday
i went to _____ alone lar. hahas x)
den after tt went to xt's hus der..
we slack there yeah
again tok abt relationship
this world like onli got relationship and frenship to tok abt lar.
dia0s!! hahas




sat,
went out to plaza sing
played hus of the dead 4.
played with joanne.
den i win her. but rank same (:
she played alone the second time
den so mani pple see (:
den she is stressed. lols
if it was mie i oso will (:
den we went to slack till 1plus
same we chatted more abt relationship lar
den she's crazy lar. hahas.
anyways, she forgot her keys
and i forgot to gif her
so i've to alight
she gave mie 10bucks for dunno wot shit.
i will return her.. crazy
we frens take each other money for wot? dia0s!
my mama and papa walk mie home
cos it was late at night alrdy lar. hahas

our ranking (:


so today!!
I AM STAYING AT HOME
BOOS!
cos xt hab swollen leg =x oops!
den she has to see a doc. hahas..

Friday, October 20, 2006

hey hey (:
i am back to post. lalas


anyways,i've been at home for like mon-wed.
oh man! i was gg crazy
when....... xt saved mie. hahas
ytd, xt,wp,wt and gui luan came to my hus.
lols. they went to makan xt's fav food. lols!
i dunno why she so like tt food lar.
den after tt they came up to my hus and watch little man.
they were laughin away hahas.
den after tt.wt and gui luan went home 1st.
den xt and wp stay till ltr..
i was like so hungry. but wp so slow..
i keep on yelling at her lar.hahas.
slow person.. hhas..
den after tt went down to eat. at last i could eat ler. hahas
then we bought bubble tea went to void deck chit chat..
i tell euu lor. xt and wp so zi lian cans.
they keep on usin my phone take pictures of themselves.
wp still can even ask mie to change phone with her? dia0s!
then we chit chat awhile they went home at 9plus like tt lor.
now i am at home. i dunno why i wake up so early
but i think i am gg to sleep back soon. (:

they both are crazyy!

weiping say twist! (:

we both are half (:

the mess we made (:

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

hi hi hi!!
yo yo yo!!



so i was at home the whole day ytd..
wth lar. i noe =p
i am broke hab no money so at home lar.
today oso gg to be at home.
so BORING!!!
so yeahh!! i wanna wish all my frens gud luck for o's.
i noe xt misses mie. hahas.
she cant see mie for 1mth plus. lols!
PLESE DO NORT MISS MIE TOO MUCH!
OR NORT I WILL SNEZZE ALORT! LOLS!
anyways, i am bored at home! damm!!
ytd i was like so bored i keep saying borin ar. lols!
den when i am bored i will anyhow think den cry! hahas.
wth lar. rachel is always crying.. no gud.. =pPpP
oh yah! i had a veri stupid dream! damm!
i am wondering what does tt stupid dream meant. lols!
realliew damm stupid lar. hahas!




so today i am just gonna rot at home.
wait till the 30th..
or until one day he wants to meet mie..
i am thinking oso when lar..
dunno if meet him will cry or move away.
or........... say bye bye!!! urghhh!!. no no no!!
okay lar. i will stop being crazyy.. bye bye!!!

this photo i took it with joanne's spects(it looks stupid)i noe =pP

Monday, October 16, 2006

hey peeps =)
i so long didnt update already
was really busy last few days.
got chance to use the com i lazyy oso. =) hahas!


anyways, frm mon to thurs,
i was busy with orientations.
met weird funny and 'lesbian' people.
hahas all kinds of people lar. lols.
funny in the sense tt she's funny and like to laugh alort =)
can communicate lor.. =)
weird the sense of telling mie old grandmother grandfather story
i dunno how to say lar..
'lesbian' in the sense like so les lar. lols!



fri, i went out with jensen and joanne.
i met up with jensen we bus to orchard.
in the bus jensen like keep on makin mie lar..
keep on suan mie. bloody hell..
den his dunno who call him ask him go down to hg back..
he say cant.. lols!
den when reach orchard, we waited for joanne.
she was late lar. so mie and jensen seat outside the mrt-station.
while waiting, some people came and ask jensen for moderling.
i keep laughing. hahas.. den actualliew wanna bet if the other one will ask
i say donwan.. den realliew the other one came and ask. gosh!
i missed it.. dam!! shit!! urghhh!!
after tt jensen said...
christmas maybe he gg to koren!! dam him..
i was lik wtf lar.. euu always like tt..
say okay okay den in the end got thing..
so i pull his string over his neck.. den he shouted i oso shout..
alort people lar. but i donch care..
then he suddenly shake my hand.. know why?
cos got his sweat lar.. he wipe on my hand!! urghhh!
i chase him lar.. we like two small kidos.. hahas. =x
then joanne reached. at last. hahas.
we went to far east and eat lar. hahas.
den went to plaza sing there.. the x zone..
played there.. jensen onli good in the fighting game..
in hoftd4 he sucks. his rank onli D hahas.
after i took over he pull down my rank lar. all his fault!!
after tt meet up with my mom she gave mie $$ hahas!
we then took bus to amk..
reach there.. we shop for isaac bbq stuffs..
den xt wp and daniel came after so long..
they like frm jb come lar.. hahas..
anyways after they came joanne went home..
den after awhile jensen went to meet his frens..
mie and xt and wp and daniel
walked to mac. we slack there..
den went home..
i called sanjay tok to him. bla bla..




sat, isaac birthday!!
i met up with jensen and joanne..
jensen met up with mie first den we took bus to joanne's hus..
jensen alway luv to bully mie i dunno why.. hahas..
in joanne's hus.. i kick jensen 'there'
den he use his whole body lie on mie. dia0s!
i wanna push him away but cant. urghh!
he bad ass!! hahas..
den we keep on fighting.. hahas!
we took cab down to east coast.. wait for the rest..
den xt wt wp and daniel reached..
jensen started fire.. den we walk to mac there..
so far lar.. no choice needa buy ice
we bought the ice back.. from one pack to half pack. hahas
so heavy lar. hahas!
den 8plus isaac reach.. he was like..
rachel where are the rest?
i said dunno.. they ps mie..i alone
den he say how??
i say mus walk all the way to mac..
he said.. huh.......................so far..
i said yeahhh!! =)
after tt he ask again whr is joanne..
i say look ard..
he den saw joanne. =)
he ask whose bbq.. i said yours lar..
he say don lie!!i said realliew..
we open for euu one lar..
after tt we blow cake lar..
i chase isaac i fell down.. dia0s!!
den jensen came back.. ricky came..
den something happened.. which i don wish to say lar..
but it wasnt our fault is was a misunderstanding cans..
jensen onli noe how the fuck i noe..
haiya!! hack care.. after tt okay ler..
xt mie joanne and isaac ton-ed there..
jensen left at 2plus..
so we went online =)..
after tt we played photo hunt. hahas. and pin ball. =)
ard 5 plus we went home.. i wanna slp lar..
but my knee pain lar. urghhh!!




sun, woke up at 3plus.
xt msg mie say bet euu haven wake up loser..
den i say wot loser i am awake okay!
den she say i tot euu dark dark then wake up..
i say i wish to oso. but cant my knee dam painn.. hahas..
den she called mie.. she den came down my hus..
use the computer lar.. hahas..
den after tt we slack at my hus downstairs..
we started tokin abt relationships lar.. bla bla..
she then went off at 11plus.. =)



isaac birthday cake =)

bday boi with cake =)

Friday, October 06, 2006

oh hi!


ytd went out with joanne and jensen
like dot dot.. we went to find joanne
den jensen keep on wanting to see the porn cd there lar.
like wtf huh.. hahas..
so we went off to eat lar..
den we went to geylang seria.. i dunno how to spell..
yupps.. den we go there dunno for wot fuck oso nth to do..
so we went to douby ghaunt..
played there.. yupps..
then we went to mac.. after tt took mrt home..
jensen told mie smth.. i was kinda shocked oso..
but i still help him nort easy okay.. hahas..
who ask euu .. lols..
so yeahh.. euu shld realliew thank mie okay.. to get _____
is already so hard cans......



okay gtg already cant type to much
ltr no time.. bye~

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

urghh!! i am down with flu..
wtf!!urghh!!
ytd was havin itchy throat..
todae flu haven gone.. dia0s!


anyways, i've to let euu go..
i am sorriew... realliew..
i still luv euu but..
i don wish to be like this always..
it won do both of us good either..
why don let go early.. den carry on ____ each other..
i am nort tt perfect gf..
becos i cant be. find a better one..
i know euu can..
but we are still frens yeah!!


alrights..
lalas.. anyways, last night was fucking sad lar..
i kept crying.. hais..
i cant sleep.. i dunno wot to do..
i was confuse.. my ____ ____ alort.....
wtf to do i oso dunno...
nvm....... now i am alright ler. (:

Sunday, October 01, 2006

hey all =)
i am back to post.
to lazy to update lar.


anyways. ytd went out with joanne,xt,wp,jensen and isaac..
we went to marina..
to catch a movie..
so we bought the tickets lar.
hahas. den we seat so front cans?
my neck like so pain lar..
oh yah be4 the movie..
we went to arcade...
we played one game..
and we girls (joanne and mie)
won the game.. yays!!
jensen and isaac so pai sei lar.
they walk away.. hahas..
den xt and wp laugh.. hahas
den we play hus of the dead 4 lar..
so fun lar..



the movie was rob-b-hood..
it was nice..
kinda funnie and touching lar.. hahas..
anyways.. when i reach home was lik 12 plus..
i chated with baby.. after tt i couldnt take it..
i went to sleep.. was fucking tired lar.. hahas.
but i woke up at 5plus? damm! wtf!!


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